The sound of laughter

I remembered every time:
You called me dummy
You made me feel inadequate
You walked away when I cried
You turned away
You yelled or jabbed me with your finger
You put your needs first
You laughed at our expense
You were apathetic
You lied
You hurt us
You lost

I will forget you. I will never forgive you. I paid attention. I learned. You are egocentric. It was to my advantage. You underestimated me. You didn't know me. You don't know me. You never will. You are pretend. A farse. Such a good person. Such a lie.