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Saturday, March 19, 2005

Sad Sad little girl

Sitting here, whining about things I can't control. Wishing I could change the way things are. Wishing I could make things good. Needing to talk it all out. Having no one to talk it all out too. Jeez.. so anyway.. I'll shut up.. and maybe try and post something mildly interesting or at least factual.


Things You May or May Not know about me:

My favorite flowers are stargazer lillies
My first "boyfriend" was Mark something or other, in 7th grade. It lasted a week
Coconut Rum is my favorite Liquor
I worry that I'm becoming caloused and jaded
I long to be held.
I talk in my sleep.
I laugh, scream and giggle in my sleep.
I long to feel drop dead heart stopping love
I have been proposed to three times.
I have never had any broken bones.
I had diarrhea in second grade and crapped my pants.
My hair was white/blonde until I was about five.
I love it when a man sings to me.
When I see my kids after their being gone for the weekend, my heart bursts with joy and how much I missed them.
I think I still have Sunny's Lisa Loeb tape after 10 years... actually I think Jamie has it now.
I have always been attracted to men with dark hair, odd I married a red head.
I have had sex in some strange places.
I hope to have sex in ever more strange places.
The beginning of a good song gets me going.
Music is my favorite expression.
I sing to whomever is in my bed while they are asleep, soflty.. not all the time mind you, but when I'm filled with love.
I suffered from depression for most of my early twenties.
I do not like reality shows.
I can't swim worth a flip.
I love rollercoasters.
My favorite foods would have to be Italian or Mexican.
I love to cook.
I love sun ripened tomatoes, fresh from the garden. Just go out, pick it off the vine, wipe it off and take a bite. Even better if you have salt.
I have feared for my saftey in the presence of people I loved.
I would like to have a total of four children before childbearing ceases.
I love to travel and want to go all over the world
I have played with an oujia board.... BY MYSELF!
I have eaten edible panties.
I had my nipple and my bellybutton pierced.
I have two tattoos. One of them is the same tat my bestest friend in the whole wide world has.
I often doubt the strength of my love.
I love a clean house.
A british accent turns me on.
It doesn't take much to turn me on.
I gave a black eye to a much larger older guy when I was 14.
I body slammed Jamie in front of all his friends for picking on me.
I have, as an adult, been picked up and carried like a sack of potatoes.
I have porn on my computer.
I can't wait until I have nieces or nephews.
I would love to know martial arts.
I love kids and a babies laugh, a big belly laugh just makes my heart laugh.
I miss having someone to share little things with, but if I had someone.. I probably wouldn't be blogging.
and finally... I love to dance, only not at a club, or bar, but at home...



You know.. I have a ton more, but I'm just trying to forget that I'm alone and lonely tonight. I think its bedtime. Thanks Outburst for the blog idea. I appreciate it and hope you don't mind I "borrowed" from you.

3 Comments:

  • Bib, I could commnet on so, so many of these that it would be a blog post of it's own. So, instead I will stay impartial as much as I can, and tell you that if you're wanting nieces or nephews, you'll either have to marry someone with them already (wink) or wait a very long time, as I don't believe Shanna is going to bear children anytime soon.

    By Blogger Jay, at 12:16 AM  

  • while I'm not opposed to having other nieces and nephews; my sisters children are those I'm referring to. I can't wait to "ruin" her kiddos the way she has mine. I can't wait to see who they look like, which one of us they will take traits from (seeing as my daughter acts just like she did) and hopefully be an aunt to my own little braticicles.

    By Blogger bib, at 5:49 AM  

  • I crapped my pants in grade two as well.
    Glad I'm not alone. ;)

    By Blogger Outburst, at 10:46 AM  

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